je suis mort

Someone please tell me why I am here attempting

to do work at 2pm on a public-freaking-holiday

when I am still so obviously sick?

and its not because i’m kiasu or anything like it.

it’s because my honours will be over in two FREAKING months and i am nowhere near completion, my thesis is a strangly little thing with an incomplete materials and methods section and a barely written introduction.
i mean i have it all in my head i just need to sit down and write it but i can’t while i’m coughing so violently i could be PG rated.

envision little pieces of lung coming back to say hello.